The next little tidbit of info, the next entry. I was gonna start off with some fin little blog to give a good impression, but if you can't accept me for the good AND the bad, then you can't accept me. This isn't gonna make me look great, but its gonna be the truth. 
So lets start here-I've never had a relationship where everything was perfect. Maybe in the beginning, yes, but I always somehow fuck it up. I've always been told "you're not the kind of girl guys date, you are the kind of girl that guys marry". Now first, that doesn't make much sense. Second, doesn't the dating come first? The problem is that i'm not enough of something. Not pretty enough, Not skinny enough, Not emotional enough, I don't hide enough of my feelings. I'm an emotional person, like i said, so if you know that about me, then my emotions should be expected. I want to say next that I've never had a relationship where both parties were completely faithful. Now i mean this in more ways than one. Everybody has a vice. Drugs, Gambling, Sex, Technology. have always been the downfalls in my partners. I'm going to take some of the blame as well, since i'm recovering, as i said. I'm no angel. I'm not perfect. I don't deal with my problems like i should. I've been an addict since i was 15, but my life wasn't easy, either. Screw it, you have no background, so i'll fill you in. Next!!!